He sleeps in short
shifts, folded under his cloak like a soldier laid out for burial.
The reassuring familiarity of cold earth bears him up; cold earth and
stone; the floor of a cave, he knows in waking moments – knows too
that the entrance is just a smidgen narrower than the span of his
outstretched arms, that Strider can stretch out full-length across
the cave but couldn't if he were much taller, that the crevice at the
back doesn't extend any further than the light of a candle and that
the crevice in question is just wide enough to hold the two older
hobbits in a sort of granite cradle.
He knows it's snowing.
The air has that whispering hush to it. He knows it must be cold,
though for his own part he hasn't been warm since he lost Osgiliath.
He knows he's a very
long way from home.
All of this rests at a
level close to the subconscious – mental muscle-memory, perhaps.
It certainly doesn't account for Legolas urgently nudging his arm and
whispering “Wake up. Wake up,”
and then, after the half-second it takes to accomplish that, before
he can make a sound, “Shhh.”
“Wh...”
Derailed from their usual course of Dealing With Emergencies At
Obscene Hours, the words jam up in his mouth and tumble out in a knot
of syllables. “Wha' th'fff?”
“Pippin's
shoveling snow in the nude.”
“Whhh?”
This is when his brain catches up to him; he takes a moment to
marshal the errant words into some semblance of order, producing a
very careful “How is this my problem?”
“You
are the one who deals with them,” the elf hisses.
“It
helps not to treat them like stupid children.” So much for not
picking a fight with anyone today. He gives himself a swift mental
kick in the arse as he steps out into the falling galaxy of snow.
It is cold, and quite
dark, and sure enough there's a little pale figure up to his chest in
snow, determinedly chucking it aside shovelful by shovelful.
He's
made a dent of a yard and a half or so in it, but he's not very awake
– certainly less so than Boromir, who at least is a veteran of
being up at stupid hours. He drops his cloak matter-of-factly around
the young hobbit's shoulders and then wraps him in it like a large,
wiggly burrito until Pippin's brain, sleep-fogged as it is, catches
up and he stills.
“Wha...?”
“You
don't have anything on, little one. It's cold.”
Pippin
stumbles back and turns to peer at him blearily, blinking red-rimmed
eyes. “Iss...iss'snowing. Needed to, to move the snow. So we can
move. In the morning.” He draws himself up straight as he speaks
and nods fiercely, hugging the faded black cloak with its white tree
tight around him and swaying; there's something tragic in his
determination, and it makes Boromir want to scoop him up and hug him
but that's exactly the opposite of what he needs, and he proves it
with a tight-voiced “I can
be useful.”
“I just want to be
good for something,” Faramir
whispers wretchedly, coltishly fifteen and looking like a dead spider
as he hugs himself, staring at the ground.
“You
are,” says the older brother gently, inexorably, honestly and
dredges from the miasma of sorrow the right time, the right name and
a crooked smile warm as the night is cold. “You've got the
toughest part over with, Pip; you've cleared the first few yards to give usroom to work with any kind of leverage, and you've broken the ice of previous melts.”
Pippin's
fragile ferocity wavers and, finally, cracks into a sleepily
proud smile.
“D'you
really think so...?”
“Absolutely.”
He does hug him then, down on one knee in the snow so he doesn't
tower over him. The curly head nuzzles into his shoulder and the
little body wrapped in his cloak shivers into his as the warmth sinks in.
After a long moment, his resistance caves and he asks, a bit
helplessly, “Why are you nude?”
He
can just about hear
Pippin blush.
“B-because...becauseMerryandIsleepnakedsometimes.”
The sentence crashes to a halt and Pippin, gone quite still again
save for shivering, asks, like a child caught stealing honey-cakes,
“Please don't hate us for it.”
It
hurts him, for Pippin's sake.
“I
won't. It is common in Gondor to lie with one's own sex.” He
pulls the young hobbit in close again and Pippin clings to him a bit.
“My grandfather Ecthelion preferred the company of men throughout
his life.”
Pippin
makes a small noise and burrows close and, after a moment, whispers
“thank you;” it comes out hoarse and blurs into an embarrassed
laugh. “I was just thinking about the snow, and doing some good
for once.”
“You
do much good, and you did very well.” He hugs him more tightly, then
stands up and, wrapping an arm around Pippin's shoulders, steers him
back toward the cave. “I'll work on the snow; get in there, put on
clothes, stir up the fire and get breakfast on.”
At
that, Pippin actually grins and snaps off...well, tries to snap off a
salute, which Boromir decides is more than good enough. And, if
Pippin has any doubt of his usefulness, the gusto with which the
Steward of Gondor's heir, fresh in from the snow an hour later just as the rest of the Fellowship is stirring,
devours his portion of delicious fried vegetables and cheese on toast
before attempting to mooch from Gandalf does much to eradicate it.
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